Semi-update.

i have nothing to write about these days. i don't really have a job anymore, since we're only open from 7-2 on weekdays, and i'm at school from 7-2:30. i do still work Saturdays, but that's not very much income. so other than that, i've just been going to school, doin my thing. early morning seminary is kickin my butt, but i knew that was going to happen. the rest of my classes are going alright, i suppose. there are only 2 classes i can tell i'm going to have trouble with, and that's my Math 1010 EdNet, and Chemistry. i actually missed the first two days of my college class, because i thought it started on Wednesday, but really... it had started on Monday. bad deal. i did get all caught up though, which wasn't hard since it's like an Algebra 2 review course. i don't actually have to take it, but i'd rather not take a year off of math then go to college and dive right into Math 1050. you know?

let's see what else... oh, football season started! it turns out that there are only 4 home games this year, which is a bummer, especially since one of them (Homecoming, to be exact) happens to be the exact day of Keith and Rachelle's wedding in North Carolina... however, this past Friday was our first real home game and it was against Virgin Valley. you might remember that me and several other girls started this thing last year where we borrow a jersey from one of the boys on the teams so we can "represent" them at the game. so since this was a home game, we all were wearing their away jerseys. i got to wear Jacob Southwick's jersey, and that was new. he's new to Kanab this year, but my word... he's pretty quick on the field.

well folks, i am truly drawing a blank as to what else to write about. i'm sure i'll come up with something good in the near future

i hope.

Trick!

i got tired of having to sign in every time i wanted to look at my blog, so i put it back to public. but who knows, maybe i'll put it back to private in the near future. we'll just have to see.

i love when you find songs that describe what's going on in your life almost to the exact letter. this one slapped me right in the face today. it's about a girl who became too cool to be the same person anymore, and she moved on to bigger and better things.

"You're Gone" by Something Corporate

taking steps back through the words I should've said to you
they all got lost
you went away
well I feel sick and you just don't care anymore
anymore
hours to be with you
minutes of me in you
and I can't feel this happening
so tie my hands back
and make me feel you coming down
coming down...

and you don't care
your face is on a billboard
and you're everywhere
you don't care much for interviews
you're gone you're gone you're gone you're gone
you're gone you're gone you're gone you're gone away
if you don't like being hurt then please don't stay

it's hard to wave goodbye from airplanes
when I just don't think that you can see
I taper off
and say it’s never worth the pain
but sometimes it is...

and you don't care
your face is on a billboard
and your everywhere
you don't care much for interviews
you're gone you're gone you're gone you're gone
you're gone you're gone you're gone you're gone away
if you don't like being hurt then please don't stay
if you don't like being hurt then please don't stay

Oh I wish that I could make this right
I wish that there was something worth the time
for her to give to me.
a phone call from LA is my present
there's nothing left for me to give
I wish I could
and I know that I should but
you know I know I won't

and you don't care
your face is on a billboard
and you're everywhere
you don't care much for interviews
you're gone you're gone you're gone you're gone
you're gone you're gone you're gone you're gone away
if you don't like being hurt then please don't stay
if you don't like being hurt then get away
if you don't like being hurt then please don't stay.

don't make fun of me for saying this, but i am really, really ready to move on and out of high school. too much effing drama. and i was doing so good, too....

I'm still here.

so i went in and talked to Mr. Stewart and got my schedule worked out for this year. it will please all you siblings of mine to know that i'm having early morning seminary. bah. well i guess that's what i get for having seminary as a class period for 3 years, band for 2, and X-Press for two... i so messed up my senior year schedule. haha well here it is, just for funsies.

-1st: (that's negative first period): Early morning seminary.--Brother Jenson
1st: Math 1010 EdNet
2nd: College Prep English--Ben Luce
3rd: Health--Bucky Orton
4th: X-Press--Merilee Terry
5th: Chemistry--Kim Titus
6th: PE--Holly Robison
7th: Financial Literacy--Heather Glover

i gotta say, i'm not too jazzed about like any of those classes. basically, i'm just looking forward to X-Press and English. i'm really, really nervous about Chemistry, because my friends that took it last year said it was way way hard. but it was either that or Medical Anatomy and Physiology Science (MAPS), which is even harder. much as i love Ms. Warner, i just can't handle an anatomy class. and i hate the fact that i have to take PE my senior year, but whatever.

so anyways, that's just me catching you up on the year. by the way, i still have a post for Freedom Academy on its way... i am just so dang lazy. haha